Struggling with some feelings this week. I want to write but i can’t get my thoughts straight so i looked through my poem book for inspiration and reflection. 

I’ll probably be working through these feelings in the next couple weeks via this blog.

Here’s to the anger that i’ve been feeling lately. 

Thin Line

Only God knows why
I write this on the verge of tears.
Wait.
I want to cry out but my lips are sealed.
Only God knows why I write this on the verge of rage.
Listen.
I want to lash out  but I can’t escape this cage.

Only God knows why I write this on the verge of agony.
Now.
I want to end my suffering but then that would end the story.

Only God knows why I write this on the verge of screaming. 
Hey.
I want to let it all out but then they will see my demons.

Only God know why I finish this on the verge of relief.
No.
I want peace but I won’t find it until I am freed.

1/10/2000

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